i had this dream in the previous time i slept (i can't say last night, because my sleeping hours are so whacked, i sleep and wake up at odd hours) .. the dream is so ridiculous and funny ..

the dream:

in the dream, there was a "meet the parents" session .. and then he disappeared, and for some reason #2 was pointing to the ceiling asking me to look .. and when i looked, there was a banner (made out of butter ... i don't know why) .. and the first time i read it, it said, "will you marry me?" .. and of course i had to read it again, because i couldn't really see clearly, and when i read it again, it said .. "happy 21st birthday" .. and before i could get disappointed that it was just a birthday, he came out with a cake .. and .. my former classmates, the ones whom i weren't close to..

what i can deduce from the dream:
1. don't meet the parents just yet.
2. i need glasses, so i won't confuse a birthday greeting with a proposal
3. always remember to put the egg into the flour mixture, and not add more butter when the mixture is not wet enough .. (yes, my mistake when i made my muffacupcakes)
4. i don't want to grow up. i want to be forever 21.
5. i want my 21st birthday surprise which i never had. even if it's 2 years too late. (which reminds me, that exact phrase "2 years too late" was written on that funky butter banner)

and lastly,
6. i think i'm becoming a "gila kahwin" .. not that i'm ready to get married .. my reaction during a peer's wedding proved that.