number three

"there wasn't really a point you know. because i get it. he's starting his first real job. i mean, he needs time, to adjust and focus and learn the lay of the land. i mean, it's good that he's trying to be a grown up, you know, i mean, so now i'm trying to be a grown up. so why am i going to get all pouty because i don't get to do it."
- Rory, Gilmore Girls S07EP02

22. i'm turning 22.
at times i think my mind stopped developing after spm. maybe a bit during college. but it went downhill from there.

so, i've been trying to be grown up. trying to not make a fuss when things don't go my way, trying to do the things that needs to be done even when i don't like doing them, trying to take charge of things, trying to make the best of things that aren't too great. just doing grown up stuff, y'know?

lorelai: well that sounds like a real grown up talking.
rory: thank you.
lorelai: you know the one thing that grown ups don't call themselves?
rory: what?
lorelai: grown ups. huh. they say adults. and they pronounce it ah-dolts.

sigh.

Logan: Tell me not to go
Rory: What?
Logan: Tell me not to get on that plane, tell me to blow off my father, the paper, the whole Huntzberger destiny, just tell me i can figure something else out, just tell me not to go.
Rory: I can't do that

Logan: You don't have to come
Rory: You're leaving, i have to go with you to the airport
Logan: No
Rory: I have to go to say goodbye
Logan: No, Rory, no
Rory: Yes, I have to wave to you at the gate
Logan: They won't let you come to the gate. they'll stop you at security.
Rory: ok, well .. i'll wave to you at the metal detectors.
Logan: rory ..
Rory: i have to go with you
Logan: no
Rory: yes, you are leaving for London. who knows when we'll see each other again.
Logan: i thought that was all set
Rory: what was all set?
Logan: christmas, thanksgiving, *dunno what* day
Rory: that's so far away
Logan: rory, if you come with me, i won't get on the plane

goodbye gilmore girls.
goodbye one tree hill.
goodbye house.
another episode (or two?) and it's goodbye grey's anatomy.
another episode and it's goodbye desperate housewives.

now i need to find other shows to keep me company ...