with cushion away in hoRhng KoRhng.. suddenly i've got all this time on my hands. nobody to expect to spend tomorrow with. nobody just a call away.. nobody to msg.. no msg to read.. nobody asking me how's my day or what i'm up to.. nobody asking me what i'm thinking..

i feel so free it's...

exhilirating.

but loneliness plays in the background.

fetched ahmah to her friend's hse in usj. then i had to find somewhere to go, cuz i told her i was going out. cuz if i truthfully said i was just going out to fetch her, she would insist on staying home. so i had to stay out awhile.. so that i wouldn't reach home before she did (the brother was 'petching' her home)
wondered who to visit... but figured most people would be either spending time w family or hungover from partying the night before. tried msging/calling a few ppl but maxis was being a pain. so i went to visit what used to be my second home. paid 50sen for parking ticket, went to selvam's magazine shop, bought Dec 07 issue Wallpaper for 1/2 the price i'd have to pay in aus, went to check if anyone was in ac but noone was. so i went to parade. borrowed a book from reader's corner. saw they were hiring. but reckoned i was too sloppily dressed to apply and scared they ask to start right away. and thought better check w smel how's work there. paid rm2 for parking. i think i spent as much time finding for parking as actual time in parade. wanted to find somewhere nice to read my mag n book. but realised the most comfy place is home.

had #3's burstday dinner in Coca, parade. funny thing is, #2,2b and i somehow had the idea that #3 wanted thai. so we were all racking our brains trying to think of all the thai restaurants we know, the one in 1u la, curve la, pyramid, midv, taipan.. then went online to check. actually all the thai restaurants in the shopping malls are under one company, SEA cuisine. then search internet til 3am..

but then #3 said she not feeling well. so eat steamboat @ coca.

and then in the car she said.. dunno why everyone suggest thai food.

i said.. u said u wanted wat??.

"no... it was mummy who suggested. then you say thai.. #2 say thai.. #2b also say thai.. was wondering why you all suggest thai.."

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