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STUPID.

SOME PPL THINKS I DISPLAY MIDDLE CHILD SYNDROME BECAUSE MY NICK IS MARIANNE, #3.

LIKE HELLO, I PUT #3 BECAUSE IT'S SOMETHING ME AND THE SISTER CAME UP WITH AFTER SEEING THE BROTHER WEAR A SHIRT WITH #2. IT'S SOMETHING I SHARE WITH THE SISTER. LIKE A (NOT SO) PRIVATE NICKNAME FOR EACH OTHER.

WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH BEING AN ANGRY PERSON? OR A SAD PERSON?

BUT NOW, BECAUSE SOME PPL SAID THAT, IT MAKES ME ANGRY. EVEN THOUGH I WASN'T ANGRY.

MAYBE IT'S SOME PPL'S WAY OF PROVING SOME PPL RIGHT.

MAKE ME ANGRY, THEN SAY, SEE YOU'RE A SAD AND ANGRY PERSON.

SETUPIAK.

thank you sister for being angry at some people with me. at least i know i'm not being angry over nothing.

how did i spend 800 in 6 weeks??????

800 - 200 (phone bill acc) - 120 (petrol) - 30 (magazines) - 50 (printing) - 80 (contact lens solution for me and #1) - 50 (misc groceries) = 270

i HARDLY EVER GO OUT. and i spent 270 on what? food? when i HARDLY eat out.

270.

supper once a week? 60
coffee? 50
gelati? 30

so +/- 130 on misc eating out. most of which i spent during easter break i guess.
sighs.

biggest joke ever.

alone. with 200. going home in 1 month.

200 - 100 (petrol) = 100

100 for next month.

how many ppl i know spend more than that in one night.

today i started a joke that went like:

"i think i wanna quit comm design. i'm not enjoying it"

and the moment i said it i realised how much truth there was in it. and then it wasn't so funny anymore.

(American Idol on TV)

#3: so who will win this season?
#2a: Ryan Seacrest. Ya. I think Ryan Seacrest will win.

***

(while writing this, #2b comes to the living area)

#3: #2b, who will win American Idol?
#2b: dunno
#3: #2a say Ryan Seacrest. do you think Ryan Seacrest will win?
#2b: no .. Simon Cowell will win.

***

A couple of days ago..

#2b: The mattress downstairs is what size ah?
#2a: Prince size
#2b: What size?
#2a: Prince size
#2b: #3, your mattress what size?
#3: (cannot tahan already, cannot stop laughing) prince size
(can't remember rest of convo .. but it led to #2b saying the mattress is prince size and #2a making fun of #2b cuz no such thing as prince size mattress.)

it's really unexplainable sometimes how friendships happen.

"di, do u ever wonder how come i hang out with u guys instead of the other indos?"

"yeah. all the time. actually i just wonder why u even hang out with me in general."

honestly. this is me in all my coolness:

CHEESETER. SEVEN POSTS IN A ROW ALR OK. HOW LOSER ARE U TRYING TO MAKE ME APPEAR.

ok so i had my first shot in my life.
a $9 shot of absinthe.

and i felt the heat on my face.
some increased heart rate.

but not sleepy!

amazing. not sleepy! this, coming from me, who feels like dying, after some.. what was that apple thingy, cheeseter?

and had my first after-drinks Macca's.

waaaay out of my comfort zone.
and u know what? it wasnt too uncomfortable.

gee that's a bit worrying.

over chocolate i said

"i think deep down i'm sad. i keep having sad dreams and wake up really tired."

could be because i watched scrubs before i fell asleep. series finale =( =( =( =( =(
i feel like a part of me ended with it. we had good times. good laughs and good cries. now to be content with watching reruns. well i suppose i can be contented with that.