are you setupiak?

i don't know if i'm the most "suey" person, or whether i'm really lucky.

i guess it depends on perspectives.

so, my one month old camera had a lens error. i'm lucky that al's dad was around to bring it home for me, so i saved on shipping fees, or repairing in AU. before that, it had a memory card problem. i'm lucky that it happened before i left for AU.

so, my cd burner won't read empty discs. i'm lucky that the docs have 3 other laptops that i can (curi-curi) use, whether to burn stuff or other things. i think he has an external dvd writer somewhere too.

so, i have an assignment due monday. and i can't find the cd that contains all the videos i'm supposed to edit for that assignment. i'm so so so lucky, that the lecturer gave everyone an extension. the assignment is now due after Easter.

so, am i really "suey" or am i really lucky?

this is to test Dianne's blog

This is to test Marianne's blog.

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i've come to realise my faith hope and standards were to a huge extent built not on a solid foundation of my own but merely leaning on the various rocks in my life.

some rocks were taken away.

some drifted off.

some fell apart on their own accord.

and so my building blocks swayed staggered and shattered. no not really shattered. it's more of a domino effect. like a house made of a deck of cards falling in slow motion.

am i hinting at a blame pointing away from myself? no. not really.

then what? .... just whining.

who are you? ..dianne..
but who are you? ..studies-gifted girl with the big eyes..
but WHO are you? ..i dunno.. i think it matters more whose i am than who i am..

and so then.. Whose are you? ...the Creator's... i guess..
and how would you identify this relationship? ...i dunno..
what do you have to show for it? ...nothing really.... no nothing at all...

so. whose.. and WHO are you? ..........
oh fishes in the sea i DONT KNOW.

new URL, same shit. no clean sheet.

now an extra reminder about my setupiakness.

Bree: I wish you could have known me when .... Rex was alive, and my kids were young and every thing was the way it was supposed to be .... I think you would have really liked me .. so much
AA guy: I like you just fine
Bree: Really ... because I don't