are you setupiak?

no standing, more sleeping. and perhaps more kerning.

i'm not (that) crazy over jm anymore
i don't like DIN that much anymore
i don't know which shade of blue i like best anymore
i don't care about fashion anymore

the only constant is change
the only certainty is uncertainty
(oh what contradictions! my life is forever changed! is the only thing unchanged my sarcasm!)

i don't 'a lot of things' anymore.
but i hold on to the hope of something more.

me heading to specific shops that i needed to get stuff from, tapau-ing food, and go home.

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i wonder if anyone else argues over how to make instant noodles ..

i don't know you anymore.
and i don't think you care.

anyway, i don't think i care anymore.
you don't need me anymore anyway.

i just dont geddit how some people just have no sense of style when it comes to developing websites.

simple things like using header tags. or using divs. or aligning.

these are things developers should know. but they just don't!

having a strange sort of calm listening to contemporary christian music while doing assignments.

that you delight in me. and sing over me.

if anything, waves of unrest cause the need to check on the state of our anchors.

it's always about the foundations. the soil. the roots.

and it's always these very essentials that get forgotten. superceded by careful craftings to the superficial.

but like how u can't disguise a bad concept with however polished an execution - 'a polished turd is still a turd', u can't disguise the fruit borne. the soil you are rooted in determines the fruit you bear. haha not very scientific. good idea, bad execution right there.

sometimes it feels like im forever laying the foundations. and then getting distracted and having to start over. or not building them strong enough and having to start over. and i just want to skip over to the crafting bits cuz that's when the fun starts. when u have something to show for the work u've done.

but clearly idle drifting isn't product of a solid rooting. so back to laying those first brick(by boring brick)s again. with close attention to the manual this time.