are you setupiak?

you're soul silver
you're shiny metallic
you're mindtrip inducing
you're holy diver divine
you're the foundation of my life
you light up the world
you light up my world
my world's grayscale without you
you're the rainbow in my soul
you're the rhythm to my heart beat
you're the colour in my rainbow
you're the pigment that colours my rainbow
you're the smile in my mind
you're the reason for my smile in your mind
touche
you're momentum breaker
you're my heartbreaker
you're my tragic downfall
you're my life
you're oxygen

moon river come take me away, you dream weaver.

i still listen to your cd's. these are the ones that are not completely crap.

hi gene, i know you read this sometimes. so here are pix from the last time i saw u. haha. sorry i dont reply u on msn. still recovering from geneoverload. =P

not bad eh the last pic.

remember that there are things to be thankful for.
remember to be thankful for the changes.
remember to be thankful throughout the process.
remember that pruning is painful.

remember to guard my heart.

remember that the temporal may have eternal repurcussions.

remember that healing takes so much longer than the hurting.

remember that there is so much more to give and receive.

remember not to live life as if i am alone.

unfortunately. i think i forgot.

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i am quite tired of talking about it. but i still feel as if i need to. i fear that people are tired of it more than i am.

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yes i speak cryptically. im hot n cold. yes n no. up n down. and i dance to katy perry. (in my head)

everytime Idol comes on, this conversation takes place without fail.

#2a: Eh, who win this season's Idol ah? Adam Lambert right?
#2b: This season not yet end lah
#2a: But i thought Adam Lambert win
#2b: I told you how many times already, this season not over yet

monday night:
#2a: my flight is 8am, so need to leave at around 5.30am
#3: ok, good. then on fri u can fetch me to airport.
#2a: what time?
#3: flight at 7.30am, leave at 5am.
#2a: har so early.
#3: then i don't fetch u home on thurs
#2a: ok la, i pay for u to stay at tune hotel. you drive here i take the car back
#3: u sure ah? it'll cost more than taxi fare. haha
*check tune hotel, RM125++ .. confirm he won't pay*

today:
#2a: arriving around 9pm, come and fetch
#3: u stay at tune hotel lah, tmr u take the car back
#2a: you stay lah, got old town and kfc. i belanja.

maybe we should live closer to the airport..
from the 19th-28th april, the number of times that we need to go to the airport is 8.
once to send the great aunt and the paisees.
twice to send/pick the #2s
twice to send/pick the father
twice to send/pick me
once to pick the shirtpants aunt.